Vanessa Fighting Cancer

Vanessa: These Hands

2010-12-14T07:36:00.000-08:00

video directed by Linda Snyder

Vanessa Breaks Her Silence: Chemo Confessions

2010-11-15T09:17:00.000-08:00

strength is knowing you're stronger than the storm

Hey Gang,

Thank you to EVERYONE for all of your support.

Vanessa has been going though chemo for the last 6 months. It's not over yet and she's still awaiting word on how long the chemo needs to continue.

It's been quite an ordeal and right now she and her son need our help getting through the next few months financially.

Once again we have a helluva heartfelt rockin' bitchass show lined up for THE BIG SCORPIO BASH!!! this saturday November 20th at the Oakland Metro Operahouse benefitting Vanessa Fighting Cancer Fund.

Please join us.

Thank you.

A Message From Vanessa:

2010-11-12T23:43:00.000-08:00

Dearest Beauties that have held me in the Light,

I've been quite quiet on this blog since chemo and I apologize for that. Truth be told I'm very shy about sharing the experience of challenges while I'm experiencing them... These twelves doses of Chemo have humbled and taught me the ways of appreciation like nothing else before. In the beginning it hit me so hard I didn't think I could possibly survive... they tend to dose you as high as possible to see what you can handle and well, I didn't handle it so good at first, but they soon lowered my dose and although it knocked me right over so much that I needed help eating I could see that compared to the first dose I could get through the storm as long as I had my breath everything would be okay, just simply holding on to each breath and allowing it to fuel me life. I have so much to live for and that too is an integral key ingredient to surviving... I'm a MOM so the fact of the matter is there is NO other option but to survive and THRIVE... NO OTHER OPTION!

Healing really does take that kind of commitment and focus... and when it comes to personal healing one must really learn to be gentle with one's self and own one's innocence which can be a hard thing because as humans I think we judge ourselves more harshly then anyone else might and when something like this hits a small part thinks, do I deserve this... was it something I've done, am I to blame... and these thoughts are the last thing one needs at a time such as this...

I've been so blessed by the love that constantly surrounds me that all the little negative parasitic thoughts and feels have been forced into the light to be healed instantaneously and I am eternally grateful for this magic of love and support you have showered me with! It's the most humbling healing experience I have ever been through. I have never felt so complete as a human being because I feel completely ONE with all of you. You have made me surrender the fears and doubts with your love, laughter and grace. It has effected every cells in my body and I believe in this miracle that is happening to me as we speak and I am eternally grateful to each and every one of you for your holding the space for my miraculous healing!

I've experienced the harsh realms of the cancer world and I hope to use this to be able to bring a light to the harsh situations cancer patience have to go through. I have found that laughter is key and unconditional love is unmeasurable in it's ability to transform any situation one's faced with. I have experienced death intimately right before my eyes and I was happy to be with this beautiful women as she passed from a life of pain into the light. I have stared my own death in the eyes and it refused to look back at me because my soul was so loud screaming I BELIVE IN MY LIFE!, that even death had to take the back seat because I have too much LOVE and LIGHT to protect me and I have a MAGIC BOY that I'm here to celebrate life with and that is too important and powerful to be taken from me! It is my intension to see my grandchildren and even my great grandchildren... it's all in the focus... I believe there is always choice and I CHOSE LIFE!

Thank you all again for all the love and support, I can't do this without you and what a beautiful life this is because of you! I intend to make you proud one way or the other and always know that I am here for you as well... I am eternally grateful to you!

THANK YOU TO INFINITY!

~Vanessa

SF/Oakland Bay Area Artist Community: BITCHASS SCORPIO BASH BENEFITING VANESSA FIGHTING CANCER FUND

2010-11-12T22:04:00.000-08:00

SATURDAY NOVEMBER 20, 2010

8pm sharp...We've got a night packed with partying to do!

Oakland Metro Operahouse

630 3rd Street (near Jack London Square)

$5-25 sliding scale! please give generously, help our Vanessa get through the next few months of her healing!

The Lineup:

..POLKACIDE..!

..GOAT FLUFFER..!

..SUGAR BUTT TIGER..!

..NAKED LIGHTS..!

..and the debut of AMNESIA BABIES..!

Featuring an assortment of extraordinary performances by:

..COWBOY GIRL..!

..HAL ROBINS..!

..FAT CHANCE BELLY DANCE..!

..and DJ JUNKDRAWER..!

..plus SUPER SECRET BIRTHDAY SURPRISES..

..dancing! singing! contests! artcars! old pictures of flash! burgers..!

Come to the Oakland Metro to celebrate the birth of SOME OF THE MOST NOTORIOUS AND BRILLIANT SCORPIOS our world has ever known!

Flash Hopkins will be 60!

John Lieb will be 50!

Philo Northrup will be 50!

Hal Robins will be 60!

Les Blank will be 75!

That's a whopping 295 combined years of extraordinary living!

Also Celebrating: Jay Broemmel, Jason Norelli, Zoli, Fletcher, AND YEAH YOU SCORPIO...the list keeps getting bigger!

SPREAD THE WORD! SEE YOU THERE!

questions? have something to contribute?

email katy bell--yogaperv@gmail.com"

Vanessa to start chemo tomorrow..4/28 in the early morning

2010-04-27T20:55:00.000-07:00

Hey Gang,

I know it's been awhile.. Vanessa got home from her ordeal a few weeks ago and it's been step by step ever since.

Tomorrow, wednesday the 28th of April, Vanessa starts her chemotherapy.

Being of holistic nature, the acceptance of chemo is a huge deal.

If you could.. channel your best healing and warrior badass selves and send Vanessa your best wishes to : thehealingdoor@gmail.com

It would mean the world.

Thank you.

VANESSA UPDATE: NOW IN AUSTIN TX..RETURNS HOME TO BAY AREA 3/25..STARTS CHEMO FIRST WEEK OF APRIL

2010-03-17T20:13:00.000-07:00

Hey Gang,

D.A. here.

Sorry if this blog has been a bit quiet since Vanessa's surgery..

It has been a healing time of recovery for Vanessa and everyone on her team.

As you can imagine, her body has been through a lot. Her surgery, although successful, was an intense experience and naturally left her feeling pretty ill for a bit. She's starting to feel much better.

Thank you all for your continued support and wishes.

Here are some important dates:

1.) Vanessa In Austin Texas Right Now until the 25th of March.

That's right, Vanessa is out of the hospital, on her own, and living it up for the first time since emergency surgery on New Year's eve by returning to her old stomping grounds of Austin Texas!

All y'all in Austin want to show her a good time, feel free to drop her a line: thehealingdoor@gmail.com

2.) Vanessa will be returning home to the Bay Area on the 25th of March, where she will be reunited with her 5-year old son Logan, and prepare for 6 months of chemotherapy.

3.) Vanessa will be starting chemotherapy around the first week of April.

Please keep sending those wishes of strength and support as Vanessa prepares for the next round in her fight against cancer.

.. ♥ ..FIGHT..!..WIN..!..WE LOVE YOU..!.. ♥ ..

VANESSA SURGERY UPDATE: GREAT NEWS!

2010-02-23T17:44:00.000-08:00

• Tumor removed!

• Colon reattached!

• Colostomy bag removed!

• Vanessa's next steps to be determined after evaluation!

This is great news! I would like to take this moment to extend my heartfelt congratulations to Vanessa's family, especially her mother Lucia who has been through this ordeal with Vanessa every step of the way.

Big love,

D.A.

Here's a quick hello from Vanessa:

" Surgery went well!!! Little bit ouchy but happy it went so well... Much love!"

Vanessa Out of Surgery

2010-02-23T12:06:00.000-08:00

Hey Gang, thank you all for your best wishes and support..

Vanessa got out of surgery late last night at M.D. Anderson Cancer Center in Houston TX. Details are still forthcoming..

The word is that it went "great."

For now..take a breath..

..Stay Tuned and Thank You for Fighting..

cheers,

D.A.

Vanessa Conquering Tumor

2010-02-22T18:15:00.000-08:00

"we stopped by the health museum in houston and found this inch worm that looks alot like a large version of my tumor.... so i told it to surrender to the light of my ultra healing badass rays... xoxo"

—Vanessa 2/21/10

Hey Gang, Vanessa went into surgery today Monday 2/22/10 at 2:18pm Houston Time. We haven't heard any word as of yet so please send ultra healing badass rays toward Vanessa right now as she undergoes the operation to remove her tumor.

BITCHASS BENEFIT: THANK YOU from VANESSA..!

2010-02-15T10:58:00.000-08:00

Hey Gang,

You'll notice that the sound and the video are out of synch and

the video abruptly ends before she is able to thank everyone but

this message from Vanessa is emotionally heart-felt.

Again, thank you to everyone involved.

We will continue to be follow you and your successes.

Right now, Vanessa is gathering her strength for her big surgery

date next monday, 22nd of February,

at M.D. Anderson Cancer Center in Houston Texas

Any words of encouragement, strength, and best wishes can be

made to Vanessa directly at thehealingdoor@gmail.com

Make it a great and wonderful week everyone..!

D.A.

.. ♥ ..FIGHT..!..WIN..!..WE LOVE YOU..!.. ♥ ..

Bitchass Benefit: BEATS ANTIQUE Special DJ Set Featuring Zoe Jakes video by Puzzling Evidence TV on Youtube

2010-02-12T12:49:00.000-08:00

For Vanessa, a Special DJ Set by Beats Antique featuring the

lovely Zoe Jakes..! Thank you so much Zoe, David, and Tommy!

Beats Antique is currently on tour and will be at The Shrine Expo Hall

this saturday 2/13/10 with Bassnectar, the Yard Dogs, and more!

beatsantique.com

LOS ANGELES CA 2/13/10 The Shrine Expo Hall

FLAGSTAFF AZ 2/17/10 Orpheum Theater opening for LES CLAYPOOL

LAKE TAHOE 2/19/10 Montbleu Theater opening for LES CLAYPOOL

EUGENE OR 2/20/10 McDonald Theatre opening for LES CLAYPOOL

SANTA CRUZ CA 2/21/10 The Catalyst opening for LES CLAYPOOL

ARCATA CA 2/26 Arcata Theater

Bitchass Benefit: Special Performances by Members of The YARD DOGS ROAD SHOW video by Puzzling Evidence TV on Youtube

2010-02-12T12:03:00.001-08:00

THE YARD DOGS ON TOUR RIGHT NOW!!!

This is just a small taste of what the YARD DOGS ROAD SHOW have in store for you on their newly launched Valentine's Tour! What you're witnessing is a very Special Performance by Members of the Yard Dogs as gift for Vanessa's Bitchass Benefit.

..catch them on the road right now..
yarddogsroadshow.com/

Yard Dogs Valentine's Tour:

FLAGSTAFF, AZ Feb. 11 with Circus Bacchus at Orpheum Theater
SAN DIEGO, CA Feb. 12 with Lynx and Janower at the Casbah
LOS ANGELES, CA Feb. 13 with Bassnectar, Lucent Dossier, Beats Antique at Shrine Expo Hall
SANTA CRUZ, CA Feb.19 at Rio Theatre
REDWAY, CA Feb. 20 with Dirty Dozen Brass Band at Mateel Center
SONOMA, CA Feb. 21 & 22 at Sebastiani Theatre

Puzzling Evidence TV's videos from the Bitchass Benefit on Youtube

Bitchass Benefit: EXTRA ACTION MARCHING BAND video by Puzzling Evidence TV on Youtube; Pics by Shannon Corr

2010-02-11T00:28:00.000-08:00

Extra-Action.com

"Powerful and empowering, the Extra Action Marching Band seduces the pre-civilized will. They are immediate and visceral - more of a sweaty invitation than a show. They are a parody of idioms with shattering volume - guerrilla theater with the rug rolled up. Extra Action has performed in back alleys and at the Hollywood Bowl, they have played Black Sabbath in a synagogue for dancing octogenarians - but their preferred venue is a small locked room with the heat turned up."

Hey Gang, D.A. here. Extra Action has been my family since 1998 when pretty much the entire band lived together in a crazy "Live-Work" warehouse space simply known as SPACE in Fruitvale, Oakland CA.Space was a raw and explosively creative warehouse convergence powered by some wild and crazy kids all hailing from parts unknown to make amazing things happen in the San Francisco Bay Area. In 1998, it was as if the beacon, the call, the lightning rod was here... and we answered it. In the short time that we were all together, from Oct. 98 —Feb. 00, some truly epic shows combusted within those walls. Crash Worship, F-Space, Seemen, Spaz, AWD (before they reformed as Xeno), and the End of the Word Cirkus, just to name a few. Once upon a time, the legendary Master Musicians of JaJouka from Morrocco held a very special and sacred show for us and our friends in Space that will never be forgotten. To this day, the Master Musicians laugh and refer to us as "the scary place." Those were the days..

But apparently... those days are alive and well. With deep-rooted friendships, veterans of Space led by Extra Action, Beat's Antique, and Yard Dogs, came together once again to rally for our dear friend Vanessa, to give you the Bitchass Benefit. It was a lovely spectacle. Watching the videos of the Benefit, it's fun to hear all the references to "Space" as if alluding to outer-space. Those of us who lived that experience know that Space was our home. Beautiful to think of our inside joke to be in reality, the fertile ground and jumping off point for the collaborations that would take us through the next phase of our lives.

Proud to know that 12 years later, those collaborative friendships are still making their way through the world into the future.

I would like to take this moment to thank those crazy kids from Space. You know who you are..I see you.

Thank you,

D.A.

Extra Action Marching Band in the Year 2000

photo by http://www.juliancash.com/

Puzzling Evidence TV's videos from the Bitchass Benefit on Youtube

Shannon Corr's photograph from the Bitchass Benefit

Shannon's Review of the Bitchass Benefit in the SF Examiner

Bitchass Benefit: Sugar Butt Tiger!!! with Eric McFadden! video by Puzzling Evidence TV

2010-02-10T07:05:00.000-08:00

..One helluva rock show..SUGAR BUTT TIGER with ERIC McFADDEN tore it up..

BITCHASS BENEFIT: Cowboy Girls!!! Videos by Puzzling Evidence TV

2010-02-10T05:30:00.000-08:00

A fantastic array of videos shot at the Bitchass Benefit by Puzzling Evidence TV are up on YouTube. More of these on the blog to come but for now, check out the awesome gunslinging balancing act that is THE COWBOY GIRLS!!!

Check out more from the Bitchass Benefit on Puzzling Evidence TV's Channel on YouTube

ATTENTION HOUSTON TEXAS: Vanessa Seeking Temporary Housing for 1 month starting Mid-February

2010-02-10T04:59:00.000-08:00

Vanessa will need to be in Houston Texas from mid-february to mid-march

while at MD Anderson for her surgery and further treatment.

If you have any info regarding temporary housing possibilities in Houston, please email Vanessa directly at thehealingdoor@gmail.com

THANK YOU

THE YARD DOGS ROAD SHOW!!! NOW ON TOUR!

2010-02-10T04:10:00.000-08:00

photos: Hilary Hulteen - Hills of Sonoma / 2010

THE YARD DOGS ROAD SHOW is hittin' the road!!!

Truly inspiring, the Special Performances by Members of The Yard Dogs Roadshow at the BITCHASS BENEFIT was an incendiary gift to Vanessa and and we wish them bon voyage as they launch their spectacular new Valentine's Tour!

"The Yard Dogs Road Show is a hobo cabaret, a living patchwork of vaudeville and rock and roll. In the enchanting land of stage show entertainment theirs is both pleasant and formidable terrain. They require a sensitivity to the subtle and the absurd. They lead the modern hobohemian on a visual and sonic journey through part of history that may or may not have existed – followed by an ambitious return to the emotional challenges of our punch-drunk contemporary world. It’s a true story on stage: sword swallowers, dancing dolls, fire eaters and sunset hobo poetry - all animated by the live sounds of the Yard Dogs cartoon heavy band.

Yard Dogs Road Show is pure visual and sonic voodoo."

Valentine's Tour:

FLAGSTAFF, AZ Feb. 11 with Circus Bacchus at Orpheum Theater

SAN DIEGO, CA Feb. 12 with Lynx and Janower at the Casbah

LOS ANGELES, CA Feb. 13 with Bassnectar, Lucent Dossier at Shrine Expo Hall

SANTA CRUZ, CA Feb.19 at Rio Theatre

REDWAY, CA Feb. 20 with Dirty Dozen Brass Band at Mateel Center

SONOMA, CA Feb. 21 & 22 at Sebastiani Theatre

..catch them on the road..

yarddogsroadshow.com/

BITCHASS BENEFIT: A Document of Thanks

2010-02-08T17:40:00.000-08:00

Wow..after Friday night's event, I know in my heart of hearts that THIS COMMUNITY is alive and well. You could feel the love in the room, sprinkled with misty-eyed moments and warm smiles all around. It was a special night that will resonate far into the future.

Vanessa could feel your love too, watching from her family's home in Dallas TX, live via the information age. I spoke with Vanessa last night, overwhelmed by your support, I let her know point blank that the love she is receiving was already put out into the world by her a long time ago. It's true.

Right now Vanessa is dealing with the ins and outs of the health care system as she prepares for her surgery on the 22nd of February at M.D. Anderson Cancer Center in Houston TX. Please know that your contributions are what has given Vanessa a fighting chance, taking care of her needs and of her five-year old son Logan for the near future as she goes through this ordeal.

Keep the success of Vanessa's surgery in your hearts and thoughts and let's hope that chemotherapy will no longer be necessary. In fact, let's imagine that Vanessa's colon cancer goes away right now. All together now... 1..2..3..

Thank you.

In a moment, I'll introduce Linda Kim who had a monumental impact at pulling this event together and would like to thank you by name. With an event of this magnitude, our greatest fear is that we may have forgotten someone along the way. Therefore, we have decided that this BITCHASS BENEFIT: A Document of Thanks will be a living document, in celebration of everyone who helped make the Bitchass Benefit a resounding success, that can be updated as long as this blog needs to exist.

So now I want to take this moment to say to each and every one of you..THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU...FOREVER.

Thank you to all of the people who stepped up to produce the Vanessa's Bitchass Benefit. It was an inspiring victory and you are all champions.

Thank you to all of the volunteers, working behind the scenes, being the ninjas that you are, making it all happen.

Thank you to all of the performers who answered the call, and rose to the cause. May your songs continue to be sung far and wide.

Thank you to all of the sponsors, merchants, and artists, for generously donating Prizes to be won at the Bitchass Raffle. You made everyone a winner.

Thank you to the Oakland Metro Operahouse for generously opening up your doors, giving us the space to make the Bitchass Benefit happen. There was a lot of love there.

Thank you to everyone who helped spread the word. May your voices and causes always be heard.

Thank you to all of you fighters out there, lending your fighting spirit with blessings and words of encouragement. You inspire Vanessa to stand up, to stand strong.

Thank you to all the healers, from all studies of medicine, helping Vanessa to get well. May you continue to inspire the world recognize to recognize the healing power that they already possess.

Thank you all for contributing to Vanessa's fund. Your generosity is allowing her the peace of mind that her immediate needs and that of her son are taken care of while she goes through her ordeal. Your direct donations are what made her second opinion happen. Feel good about yourselves because you are changing the tide.

Thank you to Vanessa's circle of friends and family, near and far, surrounding Vanessa with love and support, who wouldn't let her give up on her second opinion. Your love is powerful beyond belief.

My love and gratitude goes out to all of you.

sincerely,
Dominic "D.A. of Black Rock" Tinio

And now a special thank you from Linda Kim:

"Hello Vanessa Lovers

The Bitchass Benefit was a huge success!

Thank you to all the performers: Yard Dogs, Beats Antique, Extra Action, Turks (thank you Ryan for passing the hat!), Sugar Butt Tiger, Cowboy Girlz, and of course, DJ Junkdrawer. A very special thank you to Flash — You are always an inspiration to us all.

All of you responded, without hesitation, with a resounding "Yes!" We were able to set a date and the line-up in less than one week. Thank you for your ready willingness to make this ultimate dream show happen.

Thank you to all who helped organize & worked the benefit & raffle table: Violet, D.A., Serena, Danny, Sister Mabel, Juliana, Che, Eric, Courtney for the bitchin' flyers, Leroy for many hours at the door and special thank you to Chris for working the door all night long!

Thank you Katy Bell for making the raffle a success, and for your ceaseless energy.

A big thank you to Simon Cheffins for making it all work on stage - the crazy schedule worked crazy good! And thank you Sal & Greg for the sound.

Thank you to all who donated exquisite, beautiful, & valuable raffle prizes. WOW. That's all I can think to say on this. WOW.

Thank you Jon Schainker for the webcast & recording. Vanessa told me that she felt like she was being carried by the crowd all night as she watched. She was definitely with us at the benefit.

Thank you Mia & Tom for providing a bitchin' space, for all your help, for setting up the lovely bonus chill room, and for the refreshments. (Happy birthday, Mia!)

Thank you to all of you who came to the benefit and carried Vanessa with your positive energy all night. We could not have done this without you.

And thank you to all who could not make it to the benefit but love and support Vanessa in many ways.

A huge thank you to Dominic "D.A." for this blog!
Please continue to check in here for updates on Vanessa's healing.

All of you have made a huge difference in the life of a very special person.
Let's keep on doing it!
Please keep Vanessa in your thoughts, especially on Feb 22.

Vanessa, Amber D, Linda S, and I thank you all with all our hearts & eternal gratitude.

All my love,
Linda K

PS If anyone has any footage/photographs of the benefit, Vanessa would love to have it. Please contact Dominic at dominic.da@gmail.com."

BITCHASS BENEFIT TOMORROW NIGHT: FRIDAY 2/5/10..!!!

2010-02-04T16:09:00.000-08:00

THE EXTRA ACTION MARCHING BAND..!..BEATS ANTIQUE Special D.J. Set featuring Zoe Jakes..!..Special performances by members of the YARD DOGS ROAD SHOW..!..THE TURKS..!..SUGAR BUTT TIGER..!..COWBOY GIRLS..!..D.J. JUNK DRAWER..!..And as Your Master of Ceremonies, the one the only, our very own, From Discovery Channel's Doing DaVinci..FLASH HOPKINS..!!! plus..THE BITCHASS RAFFLE with BITCHASS PRIZES..!

..THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS VIDEO VIOLET..!

SAN FRANCISCO: GET YOUR BITCHASS TO OAKLAND FOR THE BITCHASS BENEFIT..!

OH MY GOD WE HAVE AN AWESOME SHOW FOR YOU!

The forecast is calling for rain all week so be prepared, because we need you.

Get your travel plans together, bring an umbrella, AND BE THERE.

Enter The Bitchass Raffle! Win Bitchass Prizes!

2010-02-04T01:34:00.001-08:00

Okay Gang, here's a WIN WIN SITUATION if I ever saw one:

Some of our favorite local SF Bay Area Artists and Merchants have graciously donated BITCHASS PRIZES to be won by YOU during THE BITCHASS RAFFLE :) tomorrow night Friday the 5th of February at THE BITCHASS BENEFIT.

WIN: GOOD VIBRATIONS gift bag full of toys

Valued at $150
www.goodvibes.com

WIN: Selection of Art Books from Last Gasp Publishing!
www.lastgasp.com

WIN: a couple of beautifully designed bags from FIVE AND DIAMOND!
www.fiveanddiamond.com

Original painting by ALLYSUN DUTRA
www.allysundutra.com

20x30 framed/signed photograph of 2006 Yard Dogs Road Show performance
by RALPH GRANICH
www.ralphgranich.com

8 movie passes for the RED VIC!
www.redvicmoviehouse.com

3 original hats designed by T.S. ILOVEYOU (Serena Tinio and Terri Sage)

t.s. iloveyou

An URBAN ADVENTURE with CHE PRESSNALL

2hr Private YOGA Session with KATY BELL

1hr of FREE LEGAL ADVICE from RAGI DINDIAL (aka Ragi the Lawyer)

An original piece of ARTWORK by ULRIKA ANDERSSON
http://www.weststarland.com/

A UNIQUE WEARABLE DESIGN courtesy of THE WINDOW LADY
www.myspace.com/janaymariegrowdonrose

AND MORE!

So, common gang, enter the BITCHASS RAFFLE and be a BITCHASS WINNER!

Thank you to all the artists and merchants for your generous donations..!

Your contribution makes everyone a winner. On Vanessa's behalf, I THANK YOU.

UPDATE: 2/11/10

Thank You KATY BELL for making the Bitchass Raffle such a great success! You are awesome:)

Vanessa's Victory: The Importance of a Second Opinion

2010-02-03T13:51:00.000-08:00

So, as you can imagine, upon being rushed to the hospital, having emergency surgery, and waking up with a colostomy bag, and being diagnosed with advanced colorectal cancer that things might be just a little... overwhelming.

Thoughts flood your brain with worry and confusion... CANCER??? Colostomy bag? Radiation therapy? Menopause? Chemotherapy? Surgery? Pain? Hollistic options? Healing? Medical bills? Red tape? The system? Rent? Work? School? Money? My kid? Life? Love? Happiness? Mortality?

Keep in mind that Vanessa and her 5-year old son live in the Bay Area CA and were only visiting family in Dallas TX for the holidays when she was rushed to the hospital. She was admitted to the same exact hospital that her father passed away in from Colon Cancer this past May, and sleeping in his same exact bed at her family's home. [Note: It was previously reported that Vanessa's father passed away from liver cancer.That was incorrect. For the record, her father, Anthony Smith, died from colon cancer.]

Under the strenuous circumstances you might imagine it being easy to just say yes to whatever the first opinion is telling you. After all, they're telling you how sick you are and that they're trying to save your life and time is of the essence. But the truth is, that you owe it to yourself to strive for that trusted second opinion. Because this is a matter of your life. It's your body. Your rules.

Well, this story of victory is one I'm going to have to chalk up to Vanessa's inner-circle of friends and healers and made possible by YOUR donations.

Vanessa's friends wouldn't let her settle for her first opinion which would have started her on Radiation weeks ago and effectively put her through menopause right now on top of everything. Despite all of the pressure that she was facing, Vanessa's friends urged her to to focus on a goal: "Get your ass to Houston and get that second opinion from M.D. Anderson Cancer Center."

For those unfamiliar, M. D. Anderson is ranked No. 1 in cancer care in the United States by U.S. News & World Report. Additionally, they rank first in the number of National Cancer Institute grants and invested more than $510 million in research in 2009.

Under non-profit structure, M. D. Anderson, is focused on research of causes, treatments, and prevention of cancer, with the stated mission of "MAKING CANCER HISTORY." In 2009, more than 11,000 patients participated in therapeutic clinical research exploring novel treatments, making it the largest program of its kind in the United States.

Right now, I'll let you hear the victory news from Vanessa herself and I'll pick up again after the jump.

Here is Vanessa..

THIS IS GREAT NEWS!

M.D. Anderson is NOT RECOMMENDING RADIATION as was previously diagnosed at another facility in Dallas.

So, to keep things in perspective, Vanessa is still fighting cancer.

M.D. Anderson has diagnosed Vanessa with Colon Cancer NOT Colorectal Cancer.

The need for chemotherapy will be evaluated after Vanessa's surgery at M.D. Anderson Cancer Center currently scheduled for February 22nd, 2010.

Please keep Vanessa's wellness in your thoughts.

For now, I want to take the time to THANK YOU. Vanessa's Second Opinion was made possible by YOU! Your donations are what got Vanessa to M.D. Anderson in Houston in the first place. Vanessa still has a long road to travel but you helped her make her first step ONE GIANT LEAP..!

And I want to thank YOU, Vanessa's circle of friends and healers, (you know who you are) with all of your healing love, knowledge, gifts, and support. You are making all the difference in the world. You know this. Vanessa knows this. Keep doing what you do and keep that song in your heart. THANK YOU.

This is one helluva victory and all the more reason for all of us to celebrate together at Vanessa's BITCHASS BENEFIT this Friday Friday Friday the 5th of February at the Oakland Metro Operahouse: 630 3rd ST. at MLK near Jack London Square in Oakland.

BEATS ANTIQUE Special DJ Set featuring Zoe Jakes, Special Perfomances by Members of the YARD DOGS ROAD SHOW, EXTRA ACTION MARCHING BAND, THE TURKS, SUGAR BUTT TIGER, COWBOYGIRLS, D.J. JUNKDRAWER, and FLASH HOPKINS AS MC, plus THE BITCHASS RAFFLE!!!

$15 — $100 Sliding Scale at the Door.

Doors at 8pm SHow at 9pm.

ALL PROCEEDS GO TO VANESSA.

SEE YOU FRIDAY!!!

Stay Tuned and Thank You For Fighting:)

D.A. of Black Rock

(aka Dominic Tinio)

BITCHASS BENEFIT: ONLY 4 DAYS AWAY.. THIS FRIDAY!!! 2/5/10

2010-02-01T13:12:00.000-08:00

.. ♥ ..fight..!..win..!..we love you..!.. ♥ ..

Okay Gang, GAME ON !!! Are you ready? Map your travel plans now! Get those ride shares going! Because we've got a badass supersexy extra-special show put together with all the love in the world!

VANESSA FIGHTING CANCER
BITCHASS BENEFIT

@ The Oakland Metro Operahouse:
630 3rd St. in Oakland California..!
(just one block from Jack London Square!)

FRIDAY FEBRUARY 5TH 2010

$15 — $100 Sliding Scale Admission (No Advanced Tickets)

CASH ONLY

ALL PROCEEDS GO TO VANESSA

Here's the Lineup:

plus
..THE BITCHASS RAFFLE with BITCHASS PRIZES..!

OH MY GOD WE HAVE AN AWESOME SHOW FOR YOU!
The forecast is calling for rain all week so be prepared,
because we need you.
Get your travel plans together, bring an umbrella, AND BE THERE.

THIS IS FOR YOU VANESSA!!!
.. ♥ ..fight..!..win..!..we love you..!.. ♥ ..

THE OAKLAND METRO OPERAHOUSE IS
A CASH ONLY VENUE.
ATM machines are located nearby but not at the venue. Please come prepared.

OAKLAND METRO OPERAHOUSE: Bitchass Benefit Venue

2010-02-01T02:29:00.001-08:00

Hey Gang, D.A. here to tell you a little bit about Bitchass Benefit's Venue!

The Oakland Metro Operahouse is a 6000 sq ft black box theater and operahouse, located at 630 3rd Street in Jack London Square — Oakland's thriving downtown entertainment district. It is a non-profit performance venue, and a program of Oakland Opera Theater— a 501(c)(3) organization.

The Oakland Metro Operahouse allows it facilities to be rented by individuals and organizations for live performances and rehearsals, and is proud to be an all-ages venue.

It is equipped with a full theatrical lighting system, state of the art sound reinforcement and a full bar.

IMPORTANT NOTE:

THE OAKLAND METRO OPERAHOUSE IS A CASH ONLY VENUE.

ATM machines are located nearby but not at the venue. Please come prepared.

For more information visit: http://www.oaklandmetro.org/

We are thankful to the Oakland Metro Operahouse for hosting the Vanessa Fighting Cancer: Bitchass Benefit, this coming Friday the 5th of February! See you there!

VANESSA at MD ANDERSON CANCER CENTER in Houston Texas

2010-01-31T22:40:00.000-08:00

Vanessa with her bodyguard Logan

Okay Gang,

First off, Vanessa wanted me to let you know that the overwhelming love and support that she has received from all of you through her ordeal has been the best medicine of all. Whether you know Vanessa or not, you have made all the difference in the world in her healing process. You are wonderful people.

Right now, Vanessa has a big week ahead. From monday to wednesday, she will be going to the University of Texas MD Anderson Cancer Center for her second opinion. This is the facility that Vanessa hopes to be admitted to and believes that she will get the best possible care. This is what Vanessa wants, so we want this for Vanessa.

Please continue to imagine Vanessa's full recovery in your thoughts...

BITCHASS BENEFIT: THIS FRIDAY!!! 2/5/10

2010-01-31T22:29:00.000-08:00

..THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS VIDEO VIOLET..!

One Week Away! Vanessa's BITCHASS BENEFIT

2010-01-29T18:45:00.000-08:00

That's right gang!

We've got a special show for a special lady and it's only a week away!

Next FRIDAY

FEBRUARY 5TH 2010

VANESSA FIGHTING CANCER

BITCHASS BENEFIT

@ The Oakland Metro Operahouse:

630 3rd St. in Oakland California..!

(just one block from Jack London Square!)

$15 — $100 Sliding Scale at the Door

DOORS AT 8 SHOW AT 9

See You There!

IMPORTANT NOTE:
THE OAKLAND METRO OPERAHOUSE
IS A CA$H ONLY VENUE.
ATM machines are located nearby but not at the venue. Please come prepared.

A Short Film by Vanessa: The Hidden Jewel

2010-01-26T12:32:00.000-08:00

Vanessa in a nutshell.. impossible to describe, there is no such nutshell. She is a hummingbird with a lion's heart, dancing her way from flower to flower, each one reflecting an aspect of herself that is called to surface.

Here is a little video that Vanessa shot, edited, and scored just a few weeks ago, before her emergency surgery and diagnosis on New Year's Eve.

The beautiful piano score in the background, that's Vanessa playing. She says she doesn't "know" how to play piano. Like many things that Vanessa is gifted at, she simply feels her way through it.

You will also be hearing Vanessa's voice and her words.

As you watch this film, for those of you who begin to feel a connectedness with Vanessa, feel free to imagine calm, clarity, and swift resolution surrounding her as she currently navigates through the corridors of the health care system right now.

Imagine her love and her light finding her way.

JUST RELEASED: BITCHASS BENEFIT POSTER!

2010-01-25T08:55:00.000-08:00

Vanessa Fighting Cancer: Bitchass Benefit Poster

design by D.A. Dominic Tinio

Available at the Bitchass Benefit on February 5th, 2010

D.A.'s $2 Birthday Wish for Vanessa Fighting Cancer: Birthday Wish Results!

2010-01-25T06:10:00.000-08:00

Vanessa with me and my sister Serena

Hey Gang!

Thank you all for contributing to my $2 birthday drive last wed (1/20) for Vanessa Fighting Cancer. Together, we raised approximately 60% of my $1000 birthday goal..! Proving that with the combined power of friends, family, and community, no donation is too small and every drop in the bucket counts. A whole bunch of you action oriented types couldn't even wait for my birthday to happen yet when you hit the donate button! (Hey, I was never one to color within the lines either..I love you guys!)

My 38th birthday was truly was a special day. Thank you for making it so.

For those of you who still want to contribute to my $2 birthday wish, it's never too late, by all means, jump in and make a donation.

The world is a better place with Vanessa rockin' it.

Thank you!

yours truly,

D.A. of Black Rock

(aka Dominic Tinio)

p.s.

How about you? You have a birthday coming up don't you? Let me know if you would like to celebrate your upcoming birthday by doing a Birthday Drive benefitting Vanessa fight. It's easy! Set your own goal, tell us your birthday, tell your friends and we'll get it on the blog!

Monday Morning First Things First: THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU

2010-01-24T21:38:00.000-08:00

Today is the 14th day of the Vanessa Fighting Cancer blog going live. It's been quite the whirlwind ever since, and their is a lot to be grateful for. So before going forward, I would like to start the week out right by giving thanks.

Thank you to Vanessa's circle of friends and family, near and far, surrounding Vanessa with love and support right now.

Thank you all who are helping Vanessa heal, from all studies of medicine. Thank you.

Thank you all for contributing to Vanessa's fund. Your generosity is allowing her the peace of mind that her immediate needs and that of her son are taken care of while she goes through her ordeal.

Thank you to all of you fighters out there, lending your fighting spirit with blessings and words of encouragement.

Thank you to all of the people who have stepped up to produce the Vanessa's Bitchass Benefit on the 5th of February. You are all inspiringly unstoppable.

Thank you to the Oakland Metro Operahouse for generously opening up your doors, giving us the space to make the Bitchass Benefit happen.

Thank you to all of the performers for joining the fight. May your songs be sung far and wide.

Thank you to all of the sponsors, for generously donating Prizes to be won at the Bitchass Raffle. Your gifts are wonderful.

Thank you to everyone who has helped spread the word. May your voices, no matter the cause, always be heard.

Have a wonderful week everyone, and be sure to keep Vanessa in your hearts and thoughts as she will be making some very important decisions.

Thank you.

JUST RELEASED: VANESSA FIGHTING CANCER FLYER

2010-01-18T21:14:00.001-08:00

DOORS AT 8PM

Thank You Courtney for contributing the flyer! You rock!

JUST ANNOUNCED: D.A.'s $TWO DOLLAR BIRTHDAY WISH VANESSA FIGHTING CANCER on WEDNESDAY January 20th..!

2010-01-16T20:19:00.000-08:00

.. ♥ ..fight..!..win..!..we love you..!.. ♥ ..

..Hey Gang..this is D.A.

(no, not the District Attorney.. but the Dark Angel of Black Rock)

I'm writing the Vanessa Fighting Cancer blog.

I'm here to let you know..

..WEDNESDAY (1/20) IS MY BIRTHDAY..

..AND I WANT YOUR TWO DOLLARS..

That's right.. two dollars ..

..not for me..but for Vanessa who is in the fight of her life..

..I don't usually ask for anything, but if you want to make my 38th Birthday something truly special..

I wish that you give the gift of $2 toward Vanessa's Fight.

Starting at midnight Wed 1/20 and ending Thurs 1/21:

http://vanessafightingcancer.blogspot.com/

Hit the Paypal Donate button.

Under donation amount: "$2.00"

Put in the subject:

".. ♥ ..fight..!..win..!..we love you..!.. ♥ .."

If we can reach a goal of $1000 bucks I will personally throw in $111.00 to make it an even $1,111.00. That's Eleven-Eleven for all you well wishers.

..we can win this you guys..

Stay Tuned and Thank You For Fighting..!

on Vanessa's behalf,

D.A. of Black Rock (aka Dominic Tinio)

p.s. Got a stunt you want to pull to fight cancer with Vanessa?

Wanna join the fight..?!

email me: dominic.da@gmail.com

.. ♥ ..fight..!..win..!..we love you..!.. ♥ ..

VANESSSA FIGHTING CANCER: BITCHASS BENEFIT VIDEO!!!

2010-01-16T10:34:00.000-08:00

..THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS VIDEO VIOLET..!

..VANESSA FIGHTING CANCER: BITCHASS BENEFIT LINE UP CONFIRMED..!

2010-01-13T20:00:00.000-08:00

.. ♥ ..fight..!..win..!..we love you..!.. ♥

VANESSA FIGHTING CANCER
BITCHASS BENEFIT

@ The Oakland Metro Operahouse:
630 3rd St. in Oakland California..!
(just one block from Jack London Square!)

FRIDAY FEBRUARY 5TH 2010

DOORS AT 8PM

All FIGHTING CANCER WITH VANESSA:

..THE EXTRA ACTION MARCHING BAND..!

..BEATS ANTIQUE Special D.J. Set featuring Zoe Jakes..!

..Special performances by members of the

YARD DOGS ROAD SHOW..!

..THE TURKS..!

..SUGAR BUTT TIGER..!

..COWBOY GIRLS..!

..D.J. JUNK DRAWER..!

And as Your Master of Ceremonies

the one

the only

our very own

From Discovery Channel's Doing DaVinci

..FLASH HOPKINS..!!!

plus

..A BITCHASS RAFFLE with BITCHASS PRIZES..!

..and still more to be announced..!

STAY TUNED AND THANK YOU FOR FIGHTING

.. ♥ ..fight..!..win..!..we love you..!.. ♥

BITCHASS BENEFIT: $15 - $100 sliding scale at the door!

ALL PROCEEDS GO TO VANESSA

.. ♥ ..fight..!..win..!..we love you..!.. ♥

..EXTRA ACTION MARCHING BAND TO FIGHT CANCER WITH VANESSA..!

2010-01-11T22:28:00.000-08:00

..VANESSA FIGHTING CANCER: BITCHASS BENEFIT..!

Starring THE EXTRA ACTION MARCHING BAND

@ The Oakland Metro Operahouse: 630 3rd St. (just one block from Jack London Square!) in Oakland California..!

Friday February 5th 2010

Special Guest Performers soon to be announced;)

Stay Tuned and Thanks For Fighting..!

Extra Action Marching Band on Facebook

UPDATE: EXTRA ACTION MARCHING BAND VIDEO IS FEATURED FRONT PAGE OF YOUTUBE TODAY!

Vanessa Fighting Cancer

2010-01-10T15:13:00.000-08:00

To The Fighters: On Vanessa's Behalf

Vanessa is in the fight of her life..

It takes great courage, fierce determination, and tremendous discipline to be a free spirit in this world. Until our governments can figure out the whole Health Care mess, it looks like we're on our own.

But WE are not alone. All we have is each other..and we're all in this together.. our circle of friends is strong.. and worldwide.. and growing..

Vanessa Smith of San Francisco, Oakland, New Orleans, Austin, Dallas, and Black Rock City.. rock & roll musician, artist, dancer, healer, student, single mother of a 5-year old superhero.. during a Holiday visit to her family in Dallas Texas was admitted into the hospital where she underwent emergency surgery and diagnosed with Advanced Colorectal Cancer.

The doctors are saying that her cancer is aggressive, however, it is currently localized and they are hopeful for a full recovery.

VANESSA'S TENTATIVE PLAN
Vanessa needs additional surgery but first has to get strong enough to endure her first round of chemotherapy (5-7 weeks) in an attempt to reduce the cancer before operating.

For the surgery, Vanessa has been accepted to one of the best cancer hospitals in the States: MD Anderson in Houston Texas

Post-surgery, we are hoping to get Vanessa back home with her son in the San Francisco Bay Area for extensive chemotherapy (3-5 months) at Alta Bates Comprehensive Cancer Center approximately 10 blocks from her apartment.

Please send Vanessa your love and support during this difficult time by emailing her: thehealingdoor@gmail.com

FIGHT CANCER WITH VANESSA RIGHT NOW:

A drop in the bucket on Vanessa's behalf would benefit her state of mind immensely. We are in the beginning process of organizing Vanessa Fighting Cancer fundraisers and will be publishing a clear financial goal as the course unravels.

Donations can be made to Vanessa Smith directly via Paypal: thehealingdoor@gmail.com

For those of you out in the world who know and love Vanessa and would like to throw a fundraiser event, please feel free to send information here.

Email: dominic.da@gmail.com

Subject: Vanessa Fighting Cancer Fundraiser (and Location)

Please stay tuned and thank you for fighting..